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A precious vision, caught between dividing eyes That separate the just from the wicked I guess, I haven't been the only one without A lonely specter of sweet sorrow In the wombs of the virgin Lest the city sleeps in the fetus of modernity I guess, I haven't been able to drink it all away
 The eyes of the gate Watch me as I stare at the sidewalk In the urban forest, of which I walk, head down In a trance-like, monotonous state of confusion Denying that they are there for my protection Is like denying God But who are you to judge me? But who are you to worry about my suffering?
 There is a hole in the world that keeps us tied together The fascists, the leftists, the anarchists and the precious People who I daresay I envy Their apathy to the progress Has left me with wounds Wounds that will never be carved again The eyes of the gate Watch me as I stare at the sidewalk In the urban forest, of which I walk, head down In a trance-like, monotonous state of confusion Denying that they are there for my protection Is like denying God But who are you to judge me? But who are you to worry about my suffering?
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love me as I rest in a bed of roses as I lie naked in the doorway drifting off to sleep or waking to a new life dreaming that i can escape into the darkened night sky with the light of a fire burning the wicker grave where I lie stargazing love me as I look into your eyes quiet as the shoreline returning to the edge of a floating world be- hind my eyes drinking liquor with her christ in petty chapel pews vomiting the porcelain lies confided in burning embers of a child left sinking in the river under the world love me in the morning after the excited body wanes into the after- life as a new creation takes the place of god and my flesh in unison create the endless sphere where you only exist for a moment then drift and are placed upon my naked body underwater and we may float to another dawning world to drink another love me for a moment (baby I'm tired) can't you fucking hear my words protruding through the depressed dirt where I linger with the footprints of a gypsy universe examining my corpse for gold and trinkets of meaningless nothing since we're dead and sinking exhausted waste in a bottle of brandy that god is drinking as we're left naked, swimming...
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you will be exiled from this existence and you will die most importantly, you will take your own life you will be exalted at the end of this
 in a palace
 overlooking the firmament you will watch your family burned alive as ghosts place your neck in chains you will be exalted at the end of this in a palace 
lit by the warmest flames 
swimming towards a bright light 
a distant beckoning beacon on the skyline
 too distant for your fragile arms to reach
 so you drown like a sleeping child 
 in the terror of the night you will be exiled from this existence and you will die you will take your own life

 you will be exalted at the end of this
 in a palace
 with no memory of ever being in this place
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i just want to be alone with myself and hide under the water like its a coat its so cold, i’m a ghost you cannot see me, it’s so freeing to be without the urgency to be inside of my home where i’m most comfortable i walk around naked just to feel something no shoes, no shirt, nobody cares if at the end of the day i am still here i find myself getting angry with the notion that i have to live another sixty years with this weight on my chest my family is dead, and my friends are for nothing but to pass the time until i’m in a better place under this water i almost feel like everything could be okay but i’m actually feeling pretty suicidal today so i’ll keep dreaming about living like i’m deceased then i won’t have to feel anything
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in a distant village bed
 a woman’s eyes change color
 as death the conqueror comes 
in the form of invisible fire 

to consume the earth
 in a deluge of shadow
 dancing with her in a crypt
 crippling her flesh, but what if…

 she becomes immaterial
 a metaphysical being
 unseen until the next morning 
in eternal chains of misery

 she is my love with firm roots
 snuffed out in a dark room
 by invisible fire pouring 
 like wine over me 
 fog rolls over the hillside 
i thought i saw her in a dream
 i can sense this agony i can sense her defeat

 death will always leave us asunder if only for a moment
 until like a newborn i experience 
 the sweet release that enables us
 to love one another
 even if we will only become ether bound to the eternal chains of misery

 to drown one another
 in our blood surrendered 
to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered
 to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered 
to holy walls of fire in our blood surrendered to holy walls of fire
 to holy walls of fire
 to holy walls of fire

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A split EP with reflections on a theme of death, depression, and the nature of existence. Experimental in nature as each track diverges and fuses inward towards one another creating a spiral of sound and emotion.

Meditations Urbaines is a post black metal artist that has created tracks that relay a sensation of longing, melancholy, and some could argue glimmers of optimism. On the contrary, The Last Surrealist provides music rooted in neo-folk and ambient genres providing a bleaker and more depressing contrast.

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released April 1, 2016

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